He who fights with monsters should be careful lest he gaze long into the abyss... only to find his own reflection.

A Blog, Sort of

This place gets very sporadic updates.

Most used phrase by active alcoholics and addicts:

"I'm gonna stop. Honest. I will. But..."

We do fucked up things, when we are "In the loop":

"We stop. We start again. We stop. We start again. ..."

(Sorry for what was in this post before. I had started again.)

Writing Down the Pain
I'd like just once to fall asleep feeling good about myself. Just once. Drunken stupors do not count.