With Blood on the Page
The first cut was lame. It is funny that I should use that term, "lame."
I hate "machismo" crap. I do NOT cut to be "macho" in any sense of the word. Fuck No.
I cut to scar which is to remind which is to remember...
A small cut will heal quickly and not leave a scar.
The first cut would not scar; the second would not either.
But the third...
Warm blood drips down my neck and immediately I feel relief!
It is just like a drug.