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   He who fights with monsters should be careful lest he gaze long into the abyss... only to find his own reflection.

Confessions of a Cutter (Self-Harm)

(I was intoxicated, and this poured forth from me one night... and is exactly as written in my diary. Who is You here? I don't quite know exactly, though I have some guesses.)

I want to hurt you really bad!
I want to hurt you really bad!
I want to hurt you really bad!
I want to hurt you -- your body, really bad!
I want to hurt you really bad!

I don't care about anything else besides hurting you.

I just want to hurt you.
I just want to hurt you!
That's all I want to do.

I don't understand why, but I just want to hurt you.
I just want to hurt you.
I just want to hurt you.
I just want to hurt you.
I just want to hurt you.
I JUST WANT TO HURT YOU!
That's all I want to do!
That's all I want to do!

I want to hurt you and that's ALL I want to do.

All I want to do is to hurt you. All I want is to hurt you. All I want is to hurt you. All I want to do is to hurt you.
That is all I want to do...
Is to hurt you.

All I want is to hurt you.
All I want is to hurt you.

All I want is to hurt you. All I want is to hurt you. All I want is to hurt you. All I want is to hurt you. All I want is to hurt you. All I want is to hurt you. All I want is to hurt you. All I want is to hurt you. All I want is to hurt you. All I want is to hurt you. All I want is to hurt you. All I want is to hurt you. All I want is to hurt you.

All I want is to hurt you.
All I want is to hurt you.
All I want is to hurt you.

That's all I want to do -- is to hurt you really bad.
That's all I want to do! Is to hurt you Really BAD!

Writing Down the Pain
I'd like just once to fall asleep feeling good about myself. Just once. Drunken stupors do not count.